friendster

it's been 2 week since the last time i log at friendster... i can't access it now, i think people at the computer section are blocking the connection.. i really miss going over my friends account and updating myself with new infos. grrrr!!! nikki just told me yesterday there is something i must see in there, i let her open my account yesterday to check if i have new messages and invites. it comes with a single invite from someone i barely knew.. hahaha

actually, i have nothing much to write today, it's just that i feel bored as in.. it's a typical lazy Friday. i was reading blogs and i thought i should add something on my blog also... nothing much happens except that i wake up at 5am this morning with Lance wide awake and playing beside me!

YM

yesterday i was chatting with nikki, aden and johnny boy. it was great to hear from them once in a while... as usual nikki was the star of the show. we practically talk about our long lost brother. we're overly disturbed by his disappearance. where could he be??? we have a lot of presumptions but we're hoping all is well with them. i tried to call him by his mobile phone but to no avail. last night i ring him, somebody picked it up and then the line was cut. the second time i tried there goes " the subscriber cannot be reached"... i hope he'd come home soon.

i was still waiting for john's news and bits, but i had to go it's almost 6pm. i gotta go home to my Lance...

going home?

i've been packing my things this past few weeks. i bought balikbayan boxes from national bookstore the other week. i kept our (me & lance) old clothes in there and other stuffs. i can't imagine how many things i've bought na pala since i came here in manila. every night i find myself going over my old stuffs and putting away unecessary things. december is still three months away and yet things are all ready to go to Cagayan. i have these big plan to move to Cagayan de Oro and eventually settle there for good. i'm already fed up with life here in the big city. and not just that... i have a much bigger problem. i'd rather not talk about it but it's the very reason why i opted to leave this place. i've been thinking about this for months now. i can only think of home... i have a lot to consider, first and foremost my little boy, who means the most to me. i know that moving to CDO would mean to leave someone close to him, but i know it's also for his own good. i really think it's best for us to finally settle in CDO. i have my family there and i'd be close to my real friends. i'm just crossing my fingers my boss would give me an approval. i really really need this one!

i know it would also mean new life for me. starting all over again ang drama.. nothing comes easy when heart is the matter. it is very true to me. i don't wanna go into details anymore... i'm just too excited to go home and perhaps forget all the pain. i've learmed a lot from it though...

i hope i get my approval before december. i'm praying...

sam

this is samuel lloyd lacia milby, the new housemate of my fave show Pinoy Big Brother! sam is really good looking, nice teeth and hunky body, he's the replacement of Jenny who voluntarily quit from the show. he's from the USA, he hardly speaks tagalog but he can speak french... everyone at PBB give him a warm welcome last saturday and he feels at home right away...

xmas tree!

Whew! How time flies… I was busy minding my own business these past couple of months, I hadn’t realize it’s already a"ber" month, the start of a very loooong holiday. That is Christmas !!! my favorite time of the year… for me, it’s the season to be with my family and friends, relaxing and swimming in Calamcam beach, stay at home and do a little makeover, party at home with family, cousins and relatives and with my classmates back in high school, and update myself with the latest chismis in town he he he… and REST!

Just the thought of christmas coming around, makes me wanna go shopping for xmas gifts, clothes for Lance and me of course.. and my list goes on... hope xmas bonus will come early. I’m also excited to buy party goods for Lance’s birthday party, we’ll have a kid’s party again as usual, with the neighborhood tots… I was still thinking of his bday theme this year. I had in mind Barney and Friends, Sponge Bob Square Pants and Scooby-doo… but it depends on the available party favors in DV….i found this small store in DV mall which caters all party goods for children and the price is very low… they have it all. I also spotted a corner which designs party invitations, I already checked it out 3 month ago and I’m sure to order party invites for the party….

i could hear xmas jingles in malls and radio stations already, xmas is really coming in three months time! i just went home last july for the fiesta but i'm excited as ever! i miss home so much... if only i could go home more often i would, but i can't afford the expenses, it's just too much... and my work is demanding as well. plus, i have my lil boy who needs me all the time!

all about lance...

this morning i was wearing a necklace made out of white shells shaped into small squares, it hang up to my chest, it's really nice i bougth it at a tiangge in philam homes. i was ready to go for work, i was kissing him good-bye and he notice my necklace, he said " ano 'to?", it was so nice to hear him say that, it means so much to me already ... he's already two years old and yet he's still learning to talk, he shouts and mumbles all the time, maybe coz he cannot express himself through words... but he reads all the time! he loves books as in! he is so biggie,biggie na! he likes to eat almost anything inside his basket. it's where all his food are kept. his favorites includes knick knacks (milk flavor), nestle cereals ( he eats it w/o milk, he likes it crunchy), cupcakes (choco and lemon), red ribbon banana crunch cake ( mommy likes it too!), pretzels sticks, oreo cookies, bread sticks (cheese flavor), lemon iced tea (he drinks it like water!) and whenever he sees a bottle of coke , he's not gonna stop until he got a sip or two, no! a glass will do....

another cutie!

this is JB, another cutie from pinoy big brother. this guy is so cool, he likes to sing or hum a song ... i thought he's the silent type but last night he's with the girls and oh! nakipag tsismisan cya... he really looks good kahit bagong gising. he's got a killer smile too... he's my second favorite, next to Uma. this guy is from la union.. i think he's drawn to housemate Say, who is equally charming and sweet. they're inseparable & they look good together ... good-luck JB!

Uma

this is Uma , and i am an official pinoy big brother fan because of him. at first i've no interest in watching this newest abs_cbn's reality show. i barely had time to watch my favorite shows at etc! channel on weekdays, im already tired at the end of the day and all i wanna do is play with Lance for a while and i'm off to dreamland... NOT until i saw Uma!

my housemates intoy, tin and lyn really enjoyed watching it every night... inaabangan nila talaga! i keep hearing the name Uma. i had a glimpse and yah right!! he's good-looking , funny, witty and very outspoken... tactless they say... those expressive eyes are also a plus factor, great body too and what else!?! he can dance, yes! he can groove to the music, he also got that dreamy voice... but i havent heard him sing yet, maybe soon... crush ko na yata c Uma! he's from Israel, his dad an Israeli and a filipina mother, but he sounds so pinoy, though not-so-good in tagalog. now, every night i'm looking forward to watch him and his 11 other housemates... and his new acts, there is always something new to watch out from Uma.... lately, he's been playing sweet music with another housemate Cass.

starting last friday, it's my favorite show na...